Oct 18, 2012

Thursday SHINE.....

Today's Reading: Matthew 14

Happy Serve Day Thursday, SHINE girls!  Ask the Lord to show you the way(s) you can serve today. Tune in to His work. It's is so incredible that the Lord can use us to bless others and it's a blessing to us as well. He could just DO his work without us, but, He uses us which increases our faith... thank you, Father!

Ok, speaking of Serve Day Thursday, how much do y'all love and appreciate Jill!? She serves us and leads us each day, faithfully. OH Boy! How SHINE has grown my walk with the Lord this year! Thank you, Jilly, we hope you are resting well with your family on fall break this week! :)

Okay... So, are you girls on fall break, too? Have y'all been enjoying Matthew this week? I have! What about these long chapters filled with goodness and parables from our Lord? If you have taken a few days off, I encourage you to take a little time with the Lord and a warm mug of coffee or tea and catch up. :)

Today, we read of the death of John the Baptist.

Oh. My. Goodness.

Can you imagine? Matthew 14:13 tells us that the Lord withdrew. 

That kind of says it all, don't you think?

I know exactly what that is like, don't you? We are good at withdrawing, when we are wounded and when we are hurting. Verse 14 tells a story of active faith. Jesus withdraws for only a short time until He is called back out to lead, serve and heal.

Last week, I wrote to y'all of my recent heartache and the testing of my faith. In all of my grief, I think of Jesus, hearing that his cousin, John, was murdered in such a horrendous way.
John was dear to Jesus.
Jesus grieved and then Jesus got right back to living His faith and leading others.

This really speaks to me, does it speak to you?

Will we withdraw? It's human nature. But for days..., weeks..., months...., years...?

Like Jesus--- Will we withdraw and then see God's children all around us and get back to the business of the Lord's work?

Life doesn't stop for grief. In his humanity, Jesus grieved. I love that about Jesus. It makes me feel validated.

Jesus got right back on the horse, though, Jesus saw the bigger canvas, of leading other. I love that about Jesus. It makes me feel challenged.

This morning, we are waiting to hear about pathology reports for my college roommate, Erin. She has just been diagnosed with cancer at 37 and we are learning that it has already spread, the results of this PET scan test will tell us what kind of cancer, where all it is and what we are in for in terms of -fighting the cancer fight. She has a new baby, too. He is 2 weeks old today.

First instinct for me?

Withdrawing far away. To be sad, to weep and hurt...

But no. I refuse. 

Lord, I know you hurt. It makes me feel so much better to know that you understand my hurt and fears. I am so encouraged that your own retreat was only short lived as you still sought to heal our wounds, feed us and teach us, your needy sheep.  Bless Erin, Lord. I pray that you show us Your Glory through her road to healing and recovery. Thank you being our Healer. Reveal Yourself to Erin and everyone who knows Erin through this, Father, and show us the way. Make our path straight, In Jesus' name. Amen.

Still Shining, (no matter what)

Rebekah :)


  1. beautiful, beka. thank you. love you!

  2. Thank you for encouraging us while you shoulder with Erin in this deep valley. Praying that the Holy Spirit is nearer and more apparent than you can imagine - for Erin and all of those who love her so dearly.
    Believing for total and complete healing for this precious wife, mother, friend, professor, what an amazing woman she is.
    Much love to you and Erin!

  3. Anonymous10/18/2012

    I have been oh so thankful for Jill since day one, but my thankfulness grew even deeper this week without her. Her beautiful insight into the things of God is something I will never take for granted! I am not the same person since starting Shine, and I am so thankful for that!!! Jill, I hope your break has been nothing but wonderful because you deserve it! :) Rebekah, I just got finished reading the chapter for today and I was noticing as well how Jesus would withdraw. I know our Father was filling Him and recharging Him with all He needed at that time. Thank you for reminding us not to stay there too long! Praying and believing for your friend Erin. I think God has a great plan ahead for her! Love, Sarah

  4. Anonymous10/18/2012

    Lots of prayers for your sweet friend and her family.

  5. Lifting your friend and her family up in prayer. And so very thankful for Jill and all of you who pour out your heart.

  6. Ok, y'all! How about the power of prayer from my wonderful friends at SHINE. Just got an update from Erin. THE. NEWS. IS. GOOD.

    "Got GOOD news this morning from the PET scan (I can't believe a cancer diagnosis is good news - but it sure feels like it). The cancer is limited to the pelvic area and potentially reproductive system. Tomorrow I have a biopsy of the cervical "fibroid" which was found at 34 weeks of my pregnancy to determine if its cancerous and the primary site of the cancer. But it appears that my GI tract and other organs are good."

    Thanks be to God for this indescribable gift! <3

  7. Anonymous10/19/2012

    I read yesterday very early and didn't read the posts. Praise the Lord!!! Loved your list Rebekah and so happy for Erin.


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